Scriblings from the heart [3]

"I knew i seemed a joker to the world,

I knew they laughed behind my back

Through my sorrows and smiles,

They passed by unmoved.

Yet why do i care about them?

Why do i wish they understand?

I have stood through their tears,

Holding their hands,Lending my shoulder,

Yet why is it that there is ,

Nobody near,through my fear?

I need them the most and....

They are nowhere around.....

Deep into a corner i shrink in

As the world around moves on...

----Mers